I wish by me!

I wish I could close my eyes and forget everything that was bad in my life but then there would be nothing left in my life at all,

I wish I could tell someone but no who used to care seems to care about what is going on anymore,

I wish I could relief my pain somehow but I can’t figure out a way,

I wish could make all the bad feelings of no one caring go away but then what would I replace them with?

I wish someone would care enough to tell me that it would be ok, but I know that is not possible in my life,

I wish with just a couple of happy thoughts would make me forget the horrible pain I fell inside that is killing me,

I wish I could find someone to tell that would actual help me not make me fell worse,

I wish there were a person that I actual felt able to depend on more than 5 minutes because I know if I depend on them more than that long then they will just leave felling so empty,

I wish I could just count to 5 and stop felling this way but I know that is not possible but once again where can I do that because I have to find a place that I am wanted before I depend on that environment to much,

I wish there was something that would solve my problems but if there were I wouldn’t be able to find it because it would help and on cares about what would help me,

But what the hell forget it because no cares so why am I writing and voicing my opinion?