I used to believe that life was so sweet and wonderful. I used to wake up and think that I really counted then I had
a reality check that hurt so bad.
Ch.1 *11- bad
I used to love going to my dad’s house. I would dream of it all week and be so happy when it came I would scream
joy almost. It was in the year when I turned 11 when I stopped feeling that way about my father. Jennifer and I went to his
house that weekend. We so sick of missing out on having a real life with friends and stuff. My father had married a lady who
was really a strong believer in god. I am not saying believing that way is wrong or right but I do thing she hated me because
I didn’t think god was real then. So I ignored ever word she said and done just the opposite I now know that was bad
of me. I guess I just mad over her taking my daddy. Jennifer and I listened to music that she did not like she hated it so
bad that when she heard it she would get so mad and demand it be turned off. I remember this song that was very bad song that
we played it all the time around her. She got so mad at us. One time where around my Father’s hometown and the song
came on. Jennifer and I sang to it after she turned so my Father hit my arms with an icebreaker. The next day, which was Saturday
we where back at my father’s house and Jennifer and I kept on singing to the song. My father hit Jenny and then he thew
her up against the frigate. H e had her choked up aganist it. Then I kicked him in-beteen the legs. He let go of my sister.
He buckled down form the pain. He then pulled out his belt and as Jennifer and I ran form him. He had whacked Jennifer with
the belt on the back of her leg. We went to near by neighbor’s house and she called the police. We went to the police
station and got our marks taken picture of. That was the last time Jennifer and I went to see my father who I now call Jim.
Ch. 2 *12-good
When I was 12 my sister got pregnant (not Jennifer, Jamie). I was so mad that baby might take over my sister and her time.
I got where I hated to see Jamie’s belly grow. I swore I would hate that baby when it came. I got where I would cry
because of that thing growing inside of sister. My sister was not married and was not planning to marry the guy who got her
pregnant therefore she lived with us. Months passed and passed and soon my nephew was born. As soon as
he came home with Jamie and I saw him I knew I could hate him for any reason what so over. I did get mad at him for the attenion
he got, though. I didn’t like it because that meant I had was longer the baby. I wanted to still be the baby and the
one people loved and adored. I then decided I would have to be in the spotlight with David so I spent a lot of time with him
and came to love him so much. I would hurry from school to see his pretty blue eyes. I would play with him till I was told
to stop but I still got on the computer and stuff. I really loved him with all my life.
My Uncle Kenny moved in downstairs and Jennifer would go down there and do her homework. I no longer had my sister. She
always went down there. She started seeing our cousin Scott. Jamie started going downstairs and I would play on her computer
and watch David. I didn’t mind watching David. He was always such a sweet boy. I actual loved watching him. I looked
forward to it. Then all went to hell. Jamie started seeing Uncle Kenny. It is so nasty on both of sister’s behalves.
I think it is so gross. I would never to it. I would never date one of my relatives. My Mom and Dad found out and kicked Jamie
and Uncle Kenny out. That meant my David went bye-bye, too. And also my sister’s boyfriend, our cousin who is so gross,
went bye-bye since he was Uncle Kenny’s son. I missed my David so much I cried.
Ch.4 *14-good and bad
I got my first real boyfriend but my Mom didn’t like him. If anything she hated him. She thought he was too old for
me. But I thought different.
Well mom started to taking to Jamie but she stayed with Uncle Kenny and Jennifer stayed with Scott. She sees him ever weekend
it seems like at Uncle Kenny. I never really like the fact of Uncle Kenny and Jamie being together, I actual find very nasty
and gross. I feel the same about Jennifer and Scott.
It is Friday and I just got home from the doctor’s office because mom had to go to some place up there. While we
where gone Jamie called and left a message on the answer-machine. She was crying because Kenny had beaten her. He had strangled
her in front of David. He told David he was going to kill his mommy. I hate him so bad. Jamie and David then moved in with
us and lived downstairs.
Scott broke up with Jennifer but she is still waiting on him, which I hate so bad. I wish she would
Ch.6 *The End
As you see my life isn’t sweet and wonderful. I love my family with all my heart especial my Mom, Dad (step but he
is more of a dad then Jim will ever be) and David, who is so wonderful and sweet. I love all my friends and hope such better
lives for them then my mine. God Bless all.